Burden?

I know that ranting in the internet is bad...but...I NEED TO BLOW THESE OUT!!
I don't know why, I just feel my mood today was so bad. And I don't want to speak or talk with other people including my mom. So, after I wake up, I just wash my face and brush my teeth than sit in front of my laptop, trying to continue my projects. After that, my mom ask me about what do I want to have for my breakfast, so I said, noodles is enough. So I ate it when it's almost noon. Which means, it'll makes me doesn't feel hungry for such a time.

And when it comes to afternoon, my mom ask what do I want to have for the lunch. AND I REALLY HATE THIS QUESTION. WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST PREPARE SOMETHING INSTEAD ALWAYS ASKING ME ABOUT THE SAME QUESTION EVERY DAY??? Come on! Why don't you just cook something? She said that the fridge is empty. Why don't you just go to the market if you know it already??? Sometimes I just asking for scramble egg, but after I mention it, she'll talking about something which I couldn't mention it here. SO? WHY YOU KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT WHAT DO I WANT TO EAT, IF YOU FORBID ME TO EAT TOO MUCH EGGS??? THEN, WHY DON'T YOU JUST COOK SOMETHING? Do you want to know why I will always mention eggs for my lunch/dinner? Because, I know that if I ask for another meal, she doesn't have the ingredients.

Then, since I haven't got my lunch, and it's afternoon already, so I didn't feel hungry anymore even tough my stomach grumbling and roaring like a monster...after all I'm used to it.
I decided to eat ice cream since the temperature was really hot. Then I met my mom when I was on the way to the fridge. She ask me to study. WHUUUUUT?? STUDY YOU SAY?? Come on it's still vacation and you ask me to study? Well, I know..after all my final examination would be on next Monday. BUT!! I'M SICK OF STUDYING!! I JUST WANTED TO DRAAAAAAAW!!
Then she talk about something, which makes me getting on my nerves. And, accidentally, I yelled at her. And here, the problem begin. SHE KEEPS RANTING ABOUT HER FEELING, ABOUT ME, WHICH SHE ALWAYS SAY NEVER RESPECTING HER, AND THEN SHE'S TALKING ABOUT MY INTROVERT THING!!!! asdfghjkl!!!

Then I decided to just listen to anything that she want me to hear. AND SHE TELLS MY FATHER ABOUT IT AND....yeah. He called me and HE'S ANGRY ABOUT IT. Just after that... I feel like my life would be really hard since...even my own parents don't want to listen to my excuse. No, it's actually one of my parents just don't understand and don't want to understand.. *sigh*

my life is filled by thorns.