22.12.2010

It's just like..WTF IS GOING ON, what's wrong with tis tablet aenaownoanoandoa and I still don't know what's the problem of it..soo

well, this is the current art, a doodle though

AP: Teenage Dream by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

20.12.2010

In the middle of vacation..and..I just hit by a HEAVY WRITEBLOCK lolololololol I don't know, I just losing my interest in RP-ing...or was it just because I'm bored with it? But but but but OvO;;;; Or maybe it's because I still can't RP-ing as Clara well? Her character is quite complicated......roflmao..I'm a phail auhtor, aren't I?

And Art status. Currently I'm trying to PAYING ALL OF MY DEBTS to all people Q_Q;;;
here's my to-do-list:

•  Art Trade with Seiria -my lovely tuinn<3
• Art Trade with Alola-Chan 
• Free Comm of Oiserau
• Free Comm of cah-ngesrep
• Kiriban for Kerakerangalam
• Free Sketches for Rex, Kamui, Lenasai-sis, Ikarisa, and Lisa
• NPC for Aldora-Parade 
• NPC for Orda of Knights
• Secret Santa Event in Canvas Ranger

I hope..I can make it in time. TT_TT;;; and seems like some part of my brains need to be mended orz. Actually I'm not so in-good-mood now...but I tried to hold the grudge by myself and learn how to stop ranting about something that later will be known as the most stupid thing to be ranted about. =v=;;

18.12.2010

SOO...yesterday..was my report daaay..and guess what? I got the first rank in my class..and I just like..WAT.DE.... I--I mean , I never expect that I could be in the first place since my score in previous FE was EXTREMELY-SUPER-DUPER-PATHETIC. lololol oh well... Thanks God, without your will, I'm just nothing XDD

anyway, new pic...that I finished 2..or one day ago 8DD

CR: The Witch by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

15.12.2010

So, I just kinda....STRESSED OUT. First, it was because of all of my Final Exams results are so freaking fucking bad. No, I'm not kidding. I almost got all 5 for most of subjects, and 7 was the highest score that I could reach :/ I wonder what the hell happened to me at those hellish week!? asdasjdladaefoanf

Oh, maybe it's just too late since I supposed to submit a blog about 12.12.08 thing in last 12.12.10 lol. Well, as all Marsians know-the classmate in my previous class are called Marsians- ahahha, glad no one remembered about it at all last Sunday :'DDD oh my, what a gossip lololololol

And today, I just had a broadcast in Radar TV [a local TV station in my region] and...me and some other friends-Ajeng, Bimo, Michael (I prefer to call him Shawi though) and also Sir Iwan-played music in that tv program. The program was all about promotion of my school and some interview with Senior High Principal, Marketing Staff, and Counseling Teacher as the speakers. The talkshow itself was quite a success, and so the music was success too, BUT! Unfortunately, in the end of the show--and we got one more time to play music in here--we didn't make it :/ the music was...like..uncontrolled, and, me, who's supposed to play the violin..somehow changed into singer position lololololol but it was quite an experience for me though. Being broadcast in a tv program.....it might be my only chance though 8DDDD~

10.12.2010

So, today I could officially take my tablet and abuse it draw with it <333 Oh about the test, I phailed in Chemistry, Math, Religion...and the rest are to shameful to be mentioned..

I wonder what to draw now...

09.12.2010 [[FINALLY. IT'S OVAAAAAH]]

Finally, my final exams ended today, at 12pm ;;u;; *dances around despite the fact that my scores are unacceptable and indecent * But, at least I could sigh a relief, since my Bio score was not really bad, eventho it's just 75, but at least that was the highest score in my class ;u; )9 But..the sad thing is, I didn't get such a good score in English..and the score was terrifying! It was 74...which, usually in English, I always got 95 in all tests [[and that was the highest score that I could achieved since no perfect score for writing section~]]

Now, let's make a list about what are the subjects that I predicted that I'll fail on~

• Math
• Religion <<
• Chemistry 
• Economy
• Sociology
• Civic
• P.E. 

Random Things that I did around F.E.

Things that are created......when I was supposed to be study for the exams...and you know what? I phailed in Math! so, here are the things~ 8DDD

AP: Worried by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

and....

CR: Abode by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

28.11.2010

Okay. I just broke my promise to myself to...not draw. orz

so, here we go:

AP: Random by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

Angsteh ftw<33
Clara owned by me. Seele owned by Vnyx

27.11.2010

A few minutes ago, I just..almost cried when I read this awesome manga Daddy Long Legs the story just.... omg so saaad ;;^;; well I know I'm quite late when I read this since I think the manga itself has been out from several years ago..

I wonder why some Korean dramas/comics could be this sad. Eventho the art itself was not that detailed, just a simple one with some tones....but it's simply touching my heart ;u;

Final Exams are coming :/ I hate to say this but I must stop drawing and concentrate to my study..but I just can't resist to the power of internet orz... The exams will be held on December 2nd till' December 9th ' ^ '
The first day's attacks are Biology, Art, and PE. IT'S JUST TOTALLY EFFING WHAT THE HELL WITH P.E. I don't know what to study about it :/ since the teacher himself rarely gives clear explanation for such a thing DD;
But, the worse thing comes from the 2nd day. Math and Religion are in that day... OMG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MATH'S PK, HP, etc.... will continue about school rants in other times.

Oh today, I suppose to do my english project with some other friends, but it's only 2 people came to my house..and that's it. We just spend our time with chattering and eating snacks with and seeing my photo collection when I was in 7-9 grade. And after that, around 3..or 4.. they went back to their house since our team can't do the project just by 3 people. :/

26.11.2010

I wonder why Lately..I love to rants. Everywhere. Everytime. .______________.
Well, oh hey hey~ I know it's a little bit late but here~<3 my friend made this~~


AP_Separated by ~VnyX on deviantART

it's sooooooooooooo freakin osm isn't it? :'D

25.11.2010 I'M SICK WITH IT

BEWARE! EMO JOURNAL.


GOSH! IDK WHAT TO SAY ANYMOOOREEE!!! I'm so freakin NOT FINE in THIS HOUSE! It's just like, I HATE TO BEING TOLD TO DO SOMETHING!!! I'm sick with those homework, but she won't understand. SHE THINKS I JUST WASTING MY TIME BY DRAWING?!?!?!??! Truth to be told, drawing is the only refreshment that i have or now. I even decreased my 'doodling habit' in school!

I don't know what to rants. I just. need to let some of them blow out of my mind.
don't mind my crappy grammar. I don't really care with it when I ranting.

23.11.2010

Well, if some people notice.... Yeah, I've been emo lately. hahahahaha. Well, it was..a not so important (or was it important?) matters.......... But it hurts a lot. Well, I'm used to be hurt, mentally.

Just want to say sorry to all people that might be wondering why...I was really emo and replying your comments rudely. I'm getting better as the school days start again. Believe me, sometimes school could makes you happy, and sometimes no.

That's all! ...gotta face exams by next week. 3 SUBJECTS IN A DAY?! what.the.hell.

21.11.2010

Well. I was scolded again. Today. As usual.
Now I'm start thinking, that I'm REALLY IS A BURDEN to them.
God, I'm sorry for being rude to myself. But..............I know. It's seems like. I'm just a brat. A spoiled kid. That don't know anything, and the only thing that I'm good at is only make people feels bad.

So, I'll present this, to all of you, Burden.

21.11.2010 by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

17.11.2010

my...SUPER BELATED ART GIFT FOR MIKII ;A;
[[her birthday was at October 26th]]

HBD Miki-chan by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

and sorry for ruining your super awesome OC...once again if I may said ;_;
I know, lame proportion..and just realize it after the line is done. But too lazy to fix it again hehe *whatwiththathehe* She's so fun to draw bawww~ <3<3<3<3

anyway...anyhow...must back to homework... OTL

13.11.2010

Another new daughter OC!!


AP: Clara Evangelina Laverinne by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

and also with the Navy Symbol:

AP: Casio Symbol 1 by ~IvyLiau on deviantART
done in... a few days because of I was blocked by exams and school day/exams

08.11.2010 Sketch

Random thing is random 8D A sketch for my friend :'D


AP: The Banquet by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

Happy Halloween!

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN!!


CR Quest: Halloween by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

I know it's just too late to say this so..happy belated Halloween friends! *post my halloween piccu here* XDDD

Oh well..it's done!

So, my exams are OVER ALREADY!! >:)
I think I've done quite well on my national exams, since it was 4 subjects that I really love, and I hope that I WILL NOT FAILED IN ANY OF THOSE 4!!! XD

Then, yesterday..was the last day of my school final exams! And it was about Lampung Language~:9 To be honest, actually I don't study at all along this week...since I don't know what should I learn..=v=;;;

SO, RIGHT AFTER THOSE EXAMS!! I'll be back to my works on my artworks! There's a plenty of artworks that I haven't done yet! And I'll have a lot of projects to do!! THERE'LL BE SOOO MUCH FUN! :)

Well, maybe on 17th May I'll enter a poster competition in my region....I still confuse about what should I draw this time...and the theme was quite hard to being applied onto the paper... the theme was about: PARIWISATA LAMPUNG (translate: Lampung Recreation Places)
.....And I don't have any concepts for it.

Burden?

I know that ranting in the internet is bad...but...I NEED TO BLOW THESE OUT!!
I don't know why, I just feel my mood today was so bad. And I don't want to speak or talk with other people including my mom. So, after I wake up, I just wash my face and brush my teeth than sit in front of my laptop, trying to continue my projects. After that, my mom ask me about what do I want to have for my breakfast, so I said, noodles is enough. So I ate it when it's almost noon. Which means, it'll makes me doesn't feel hungry for such a time.

And when it comes to afternoon, my mom ask what do I want to have for the lunch. AND I REALLY HATE THIS QUESTION. WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST PREPARE SOMETHING INSTEAD ALWAYS ASKING ME ABOUT THE SAME QUESTION EVERY DAY??? Come on! Why don't you just cook something? She said that the fridge is empty. Why don't you just go to the market if you know it already??? Sometimes I just asking for scramble egg, but after I mention it, she'll talking about something which I couldn't mention it here. SO? WHY YOU KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT WHAT DO I WANT TO EAT, IF YOU FORBID ME TO EAT TOO MUCH EGGS??? THEN, WHY DON'T YOU JUST COOK SOMETHING? Do you want to know why I will always mention eggs for my lunch/dinner? Because, I know that if I ask for another meal, she doesn't have the ingredients.

Then, since I haven't got my lunch, and it's afternoon already, so I didn't feel hungry anymore even tough my stomach grumbling and roaring like a monster...after all I'm used to it.
I decided to eat ice cream since the temperature was really hot. Then I met my mom when I was on the way to the fridge. She ask me to study. WHUUUUUT?? STUDY YOU SAY?? Come on it's still vacation and you ask me to study? Well, I know..after all my final examination would be on next Monday. BUT!! I'M SICK OF STUDYING!! I JUST WANTED TO DRAAAAAAAW!!
Then she talk about something, which makes me getting on my nerves. And, accidentally, I yelled at her. And here, the problem begin. SHE KEEPS RANTING ABOUT HER FEELING, ABOUT ME, WHICH SHE ALWAYS SAY NEVER RESPECTING HER, AND THEN SHE'S TALKING ABOUT MY INTROVERT THING!!!! asdfghjkl!!!

Then I decided to just listen to anything that she want me to hear. AND SHE TELLS MY FATHER ABOUT IT AND....yeah. He called me and HE'S ANGRY ABOUT IT. Just after that... I feel like my life would be really hard since...even my own parents don't want to listen to my excuse. No, it's actually one of my parents just don't understand and don't want to understand.. *sigh*

my life is filled by thorns.

finally? Seems like there's no 'words' like that in her dictionary!

So, oh well, today, it was REALLY EXCITING! FINALLY HALF OF THE FACT! THE TRUTH! IT HAS BEEN OPENED! Well, even though it's just HALF, but, anyway, it's quite much for the amount of that 'kind' of information.

AND! Our TARGET just..well, diverting. AND I REALLY WANTED TO SLAP AND KICK, EVEN PULL it's hair till I heard it's screaming out loud. Such a sadistic, am I not? Well, actually I were hoping that the problem could be finished today, but, since, there's a little 'interruption' so, it's just ended..just like that. And also, the JVM, which is me, and my 9 another friend (it'll be 10 if it's included me) seems like has lost the feel and mood, so, we just decided to find another time to talk about it again, and JUDGE that thing again. Well, maybe, my pronouns to pronouns her as an 'it' was really cruel, but after all, SHE has been successfully made me want to spit on her face. Oh well, and also, her MEAN AND LAME WORDS AND SENTENCES! Can't you just learn from the previous mistake that you've made before? Watch out your sentence in any condition and situation.

oh well. Wish that JVM Eufrasia Elphine was there! I can't wait to tell her the story!! I want to phone her ASAP! But, I'm afraid she can't talk clearly and she's still sick..and I'll just bother her, since she got a sore throat..something like that, I don't know. But, well... I'll just tell her later, or maybe send her a message! I'll update my blog again to explain the case and the end of the episode of this 'drama' thingy ;)

just a random picture made by meh~!! XD

Well, these are a few of my drawing that I published in www.deviantart.com. If you want to see my gallery, please take a look here: ivyliau.deviantart.com


The 7 Seas Colors by ~IvyLiau on deviantART


Would you..? by ~IvyLiau on deviantART


Lady Cecilia Phantomhive by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

in Bahasa:

jadi, ya...sy berniat PAMER di sini~ ya..sisanya liat sendiri di link2 diatas itu ya~ kalo gallery sy itu..yg ivyliau.deviantart.com.

*sebenernya posting kali ini karena sy bingung mw ngomongin apa... MUHHHAHAHAHAHAH!