Happy Halloween!

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN!!


CR Quest: Halloween by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

I know it's just too late to say this so..happy belated Halloween friends! *post my halloween piccu here* XDDD

Oh well..it's done!

So, my exams are OVER ALREADY!! >:)
I think I've done quite well on my national exams, since it was 4 subjects that I really love, and I hope that I WILL NOT FAILED IN ANY OF THOSE 4!!! XD

Then, yesterday..was the last day of my school final exams! And it was about Lampung Language~:9 To be honest, actually I don't study at all along this week...since I don't know what should I learn..=v=;;;

SO, RIGHT AFTER THOSE EXAMS!! I'll be back to my works on my artworks! There's a plenty of artworks that I haven't done yet! And I'll have a lot of projects to do!! THERE'LL BE SOOO MUCH FUN! :)

Well, maybe on 17th May I'll enter a poster competition in my region....I still confuse about what should I draw this time...and the theme was quite hard to being applied onto the paper... the theme was about: PARIWISATA LAMPUNG (translate: Lampung Recreation Places)
.....And I don't have any concepts for it.

Burden?

I know that ranting in the internet is bad...but...I NEED TO BLOW THESE OUT!!
I don't know why, I just feel my mood today was so bad. And I don't want to speak or talk with other people including my mom. So, after I wake up, I just wash my face and brush my teeth than sit in front of my laptop, trying to continue my projects. After that, my mom ask me about what do I want to have for my breakfast, so I said, noodles is enough. So I ate it when it's almost noon. Which means, it'll makes me doesn't feel hungry for such a time.

And when it comes to afternoon, my mom ask what do I want to have for the lunch. AND I REALLY HATE THIS QUESTION. WHY DOESN'T SHE JUST PREPARE SOMETHING INSTEAD ALWAYS ASKING ME ABOUT THE SAME QUESTION EVERY DAY??? Come on! Why don't you just cook something? She said that the fridge is empty. Why don't you just go to the market if you know it already??? Sometimes I just asking for scramble egg, but after I mention it, she'll talking about something which I couldn't mention it here. SO? WHY YOU KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT WHAT DO I WANT TO EAT, IF YOU FORBID ME TO EAT TOO MUCH EGGS??? THEN, WHY DON'T YOU JUST COOK SOMETHING? Do you want to know why I will always mention eggs for my lunch/dinner? Because, I know that if I ask for another meal, she doesn't have the ingredients.

Then, since I haven't got my lunch, and it's afternoon already, so I didn't feel hungry anymore even tough my stomach grumbling and roaring like a monster...after all I'm used to it.
I decided to eat ice cream since the temperature was really hot. Then I met my mom when I was on the way to the fridge. She ask me to study. WHUUUUUT?? STUDY YOU SAY?? Come on it's still vacation and you ask me to study? Well, I know..after all my final examination would be on next Monday. BUT!! I'M SICK OF STUDYING!! I JUST WANTED TO DRAAAAAAAW!!
Then she talk about something, which makes me getting on my nerves. And, accidentally, I yelled at her. And here, the problem begin. SHE KEEPS RANTING ABOUT HER FEELING, ABOUT ME, WHICH SHE ALWAYS SAY NEVER RESPECTING HER, AND THEN SHE'S TALKING ABOUT MY INTROVERT THING!!!! asdfghjkl!!!

Then I decided to just listen to anything that she want me to hear. AND SHE TELLS MY FATHER ABOUT IT AND....yeah. He called me and HE'S ANGRY ABOUT IT. Just after that... I feel like my life would be really hard since...even my own parents don't want to listen to my excuse. No, it's actually one of my parents just don't understand and don't want to understand.. *sigh*

my life is filled by thorns.

finally? Seems like there's no 'words' like that in her dictionary!

So, oh well, today, it was REALLY EXCITING! FINALLY HALF OF THE FACT! THE TRUTH! IT HAS BEEN OPENED! Well, even though it's just HALF, but, anyway, it's quite much for the amount of that 'kind' of information.

AND! Our TARGET just..well, diverting. AND I REALLY WANTED TO SLAP AND KICK, EVEN PULL it's hair till I heard it's screaming out loud. Such a sadistic, am I not? Well, actually I were hoping that the problem could be finished today, but, since, there's a little 'interruption' so, it's just ended..just like that. And also, the JVM, which is me, and my 9 another friend (it'll be 10 if it's included me) seems like has lost the feel and mood, so, we just decided to find another time to talk about it again, and JUDGE that thing again. Well, maybe, my pronouns to pronouns her as an 'it' was really cruel, but after all, SHE has been successfully made me want to spit on her face. Oh well, and also, her MEAN AND LAME WORDS AND SENTENCES! Can't you just learn from the previous mistake that you've made before? Watch out your sentence in any condition and situation.

oh well. Wish that JVM Eufrasia Elphine was there! I can't wait to tell her the story!! I want to phone her ASAP! But, I'm afraid she can't talk clearly and she's still sick..and I'll just bother her, since she got a sore throat..something like that, I don't know. But, well... I'll just tell her later, or maybe send her a message! I'll update my blog again to explain the case and the end of the episode of this 'drama' thingy ;)

just a random picture made by meh~!! XD

Well, these are a few of my drawing that I published in www.deviantart.com. If you want to see my gallery, please take a look here: ivyliau.deviantart.com


The 7 Seas Colors by ~IvyLiau on deviantART


Would you..? by ~IvyLiau on deviantART


Lady Cecilia Phantomhive by ~IvyLiau on deviantART

in Bahasa:

jadi, ya...sy berniat PAMER di sini~ ya..sisanya liat sendiri di link2 diatas itu ya~ kalo gallery sy itu..yg ivyliau.deviantart.com.

*sebenernya posting kali ini karena sy bingung mw ngomongin apa... MUHHHAHAHAHAHAH!

HUOH! dah lama ga ng-update~

Well. here we are! Setelah sekian lama saya ga update blog, akhirnyaa.. Hari ini sempet juga... *digeplak*

banyak hal yg terjadi sepanjagn saya tidak meng-update blog...seperti ini dan itu~ :D

Hmm, sebenernya..kalo mw diceritain semuanya, itu bakalan terlalu panjang! Dan saya lagi ga mood banget buat ngetik..kurang lebih gitu sih..tapi~ ya~!!! Kalo saya nulis macem2 di blog ini~ ntar yah~ the dogs will be barking louder again and again.. *kalian ga perlu tau apa maksud dari kata dogs itu..* itu Idioms kok~! >v<~!

okeh! Jadi...intinya..sekarang saya dah punya pen-tablet~ *senang..menari* dan...saya punya cowok *tipu banget tuh* hahaha, ga sih, lalu...pas sy ng-update ini blog, kebetulan, baru aja selesai UJIAN SEMESTER YG BAGAIKAN NERAKA!! *kayaknya, taon ini nilai gw bisa naek dikit...semoga naek, dan bisa nyabet peringkat 3 deh!! :p

hmm...diriku juga sepertinya ada SEDIKIT peningkatan dalam hal menggambar~!! *horee* sorak2*

Lalu, apa kabar Mars? Mereka baik2 saja... dengan motto kebanggaanya: "We're Proud to be Marsians!" *woohoooo*... lalu... ya seperti biasa, bukan hidup namanya kalo ga ada masalah kan? Ya masalah kali ini, masih dengan pelaku yg sama... ahhaha~

Dan kali ini.. saya agak heran dengan sesuatu... ada ya orang yg dulu padahal nyampah2in orang yg dia benci, sekarang deket kayak perangko dan ga bisa dipisahin. Padahal dulu yg kayaknya paling benci dan sipek? Sekarang apa? orang itu berbalik ngebenci orang yg dulunya deket dan akrab sama dy... Manusia memang dinamis.. Selalu berubah dan beberapa diantaranya tidak constant.... Kenapa bisa ya...nyesel gw. Bener aja. NYESEL banget..seandainya waktu bisa diputar balik... seandainya gw bisa punya kemampuan cuci otak... dah gw cuci otaknya pake detergen! Gw rendem di air steril, biar kumannya pada innallilahi semua!!! *yeah, I'm sure that I could do that if I have that sort of power~!!*

Dan juga...saya..taon depan..akan masuk SMA.. DAN MASALAHNYA SAYA SAMPE SEKARANG BINGUNG MW SMA MANA SAUDARA"!!!!!!!! *digaplok karena jerit2* *Phine, doakan aku bisa bersamamu~ *hooek** Hmm..sekolah negeri? Bukannya ngejelekin..tapi saya ga terbiasa dengan murid2nya...karena..*ya ada bbrp faktor yg saya ga bisa sebutin, takut ada yg tersinggung* hoalah

Lalu..saat ini saya menjadi salah satu peggemar Sebastian Michaelis x Ciel Phantomhive.. Mereka berdua dari Kuroshitsuji~ *astaga, mereka tampan sekalii* Pelook mereka* Yeah~ ga sabar nunggu kelanjutan chapter selanjutnya~

Saat ini, lagi baca komik Addicted to Curry.. tentang masak2an gitu~ dan cerita+gambarnya so Cool, Great, Nice, and LOL! :D the Charas are quite stupid I think?? *kyahahaha**murdered by the Artist*

zzzzz.... Kali ini sampe ini dulu deh~ CAO! XD

hmm... masi bingung judulna pa tapi...2nd Song..

Hmm... satu lagi lagu yg tadinya mw d garap Mars2... masalahnya keburu bubar duluan... huuh, so, here we are, with the lyric... that suppose to be a great song to be... well...

First Crush
Lyrics by : Ivy Liau

The first time I saw you
I feel there’s a feeling
Confuse bout that
Don’t have any behave to confess

When you starting to talk
I just got lost when you did
And you’re in front of my face now
And I just….

Reff:
Don’t know about this feeling
It’s just occurring
And happen suddenly

It’s such strange for me
Is there any word
that I can use for say this

I think it called
First Love
I think it mentioned like
First Love
And now I think they called that thing as the
First love

So this how to feel
So this how to know
The first love!!

You pass me and turn back
And you say hello to me
I just blushing, blushing
[As red as tomato you know!]
And you just laugh on me

Now we’re close
But do I have
The behavior
To confess to you

I just imagine
If you and me dating

Just forget the world!
Built our own!
And be together
Forever!

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